You are such a pathetic bitch. Go sob to someone else. You want to be a cum eater, but the minute you blow your load, you back out of it. You're worried you'll either like it too much or it will turn you gay. Both are very likely. Quit using your loser excuses and lick it up & be a man. I could care less if you are a cum eater. But, if you want to jerk off in front of Me or to Me, it's the price you must pay. Stop being such a bitch and be thankful your dick gets any sort of attention. Here is your big chance. Now eat that load!