At least you are smart enough to know that your dick is really tiny & useless. You could never measure up to being a real man. So, why pretend. Suck it up & accept that no Woman would ever rest with you. A condom would just slide off your little stump of a dick. So, get used to being alone & pleasing yourself. You can't even stroke like a real man. So, don't bother. You are going to twiddle your tiny dick as if it were a clit. Cup your hand, stick those finders down and twiddle your clit. This is how you are going to masturbate from here on out.