Craving->Ritual->Using->Guilt->Emotional Trigger...The cycle continues, it never ends...and you know that don't you? Here we are, yet again. For what it's worth, I commend you for trying, but let's be honest -- you didn't stand a chance. you've been triggered, and thus the flame has been ignited. you try to ignore it, but you can already feel the sensation, painfully creeping up your spine, like melted candle wax. you can feel everything...and it hurts so fucking bad. you are lost in your painful existence. All you want is to return to the euphoric numbness that you call home. Each second... Show more