To nobody's surprise you're doing it all wrong. The buying of one or two clips, the "large" 2 or 3 digit tribute that you make a big deal about . It all means nothing. your inconsistency and pathetic attempts at serving a Goddess are unfulfilling for you and especially for Her. Yet you always return thinking that someone will remember you, the loser who groaned about spending 100$ months ago... Let Me teach you how to fix this issue of yours slave. If you can apply yourself as I say you'll enjoy it like the others....if not, then you can just quit for good.