You could have been normal. You could have had a normal life, you could have had normal kinks, you could have been a success. You could have lived a life where everyone can count on you to be who you say you are but you chose to be a disappointment. You know damn well that everything you’re into is a curse, can’t be cured. Therapy can’t fix you. The church cant fix you. Nobody in your meaningless life can help you. Sex addiction therapy doesn’t work, you just come running right back. You’ve quit and relapsed so many times it’s now a part of your schedule. You erase all the progress, feel s...

You could have been normal. You could have had a normal life, you could have had normal kinks, you could have been a success. You could have lived a life where everyone can count on you to be who you say you are but you chose to be a disappointment. You know damn well that everything you’re into is a curse, can’t be cured. Therapy can’t fix you. The church cant fix you. Nobody in your meaningless life can help you. Sex addiction therapy doesn’t work, you just come running right back. You’ve quit and relapsed so many times it’s now a part of your schedule. You erase all the progress, feel shame and then lie about it, making everyone think you're “doing great” and are “cured”. You don’t get a choice in the life you live when you’re consumed by porn. You don’t get to leave when you are dependent on porn.