You need to decompress all this denial and stroking has your mind going wild with lust, you aren’t focusing on what you need to be focused on which is serving ME your Divine Ruler. For that reason you are going to meditate today, no touching for you although that dick will jump and twitch to the sound of my voice. Strip naked, put your forehead to the floor, close your eyes and take a deep breath. Just listen to the sound of my voice, listen to my commands, breath in deeply and exhale your lustful frustration. You are but a mere mortal in service of a Deity. You will obey.