You say it's just recreation but we both know that's a psychological construct; a defense mechanism. Because if you really faced the truth - I mean truly faced it - it would destroy you. So you tell yourself that it's just for fun and that you have it under control. It's just some weird thing that turns you on but it's not who you are. Deep down you know: You really are a massive piece of .

You say it's just recreation but we both know that's a psychological construct; a defense mechanism. Because if you really faced the truth - I mean truly faced it - it would destroy you. So you tell yourself that it's just for fun and that you have it under control. It's just some weird thing that turns you on but it's not who you are. Deep down you know: You really are a massive piece of .