Paying me simply makes you happy. It doesn't need to be deep. We don't need to ascribe some great meaning to your findom addiction. Keep it simple. In fact, I like it better this way. You enjoy spoiling me. I'm the greediest, most demanding bill in your life, and it gives you a raging hard-on to settle up with me. Stroke, spoil, stroke, spoil, and then follow it up with an amazing orgasm. Of course you're addicted.