It must be so exhausting for you to try and try to run from yourself. you try and you fail. Everything leads you back here, to me. you can't escape the addiction because it is a part of you. It is at your core. The need to submit to Me. The urge to please Me. your happiness is directly connected to Mine and there is nothing you can do to top that feeling. So, it's time to stop running. It's time to stop exhausting your energy when you could be putting it toward your necessary submission to Me.