you know you want to give into Me. The thought of having Me take control excites you. you've spent so much time watching other boys spoil Me. Being a bystander. Being too scared to approach Me yet getting excited by watching the other boys spend on Me. Imagine how good it will feel to experience it first hand. Don't be scared, take the plunge. Give and give in. It's obvious that this is what you want, so do it. Be strong enough to be weak for Me.