By now you realize that you have always been a loser. As long as you can remember you've been the laughing stock. It hasn't gotten better either. In fact, it's only gotten worse. All of those little loser traits have been amplified and added to. And now with some of your loser life behind you, you can see things more clearly. you can see that any positive memory you have (those little shining bits where you didn't feel like such a loser for just once) were all fabricated. It was your mind playing tricks on you– survival mode. No one was ever laughing at your jokes, they were laughing at YOU... Show more