Lets be honest. This has gone past this cute little fantasy for you. This isn't just some video that you are jerking off to anymore. This little habit you have has changed your life and truth is you can't stop if you want it. You don't even want to fight it anymore. You know this is where you belong. It's so easy to get in your head and change your life and thoughts with My tight shiny gold bikini and my even tighter black spandex dress.