You know you’re fighting a losing battle, a battle against fate, against destiny, against the bottomless darkness inside you. Talentless as you are, if you’d actually tried harder in life, had some initiative and made a positive effort you might have gotten somewhere, career-wise, family-wise. But you couldn’t bring yourself to do it, could you? No matter how many times you told yourself you’d do better, the darkness always won. You’ll always be weak, you’ll always be a failure; you actually LIKE being weak, and you know no other way but to fall deeper and deeper into the abyss t... Show more