well, I went Christmas shopping with ... my relative who is allergic to smoke. And it's nice for us to shop, of course. But so so hard for me to be without a cigarette for sooooo long. We left at 9am and I got home after 6pm. That A LOT of hours without smoke in my lungs. So when I got back home, of course I recorded my first cigarette, because I know a lot of you like to see my face when I am satisfied. Well, my satisfied face will definitely satisfy you. It was like ... ecstasy. Mmmmm. I can still feel the buzz.