Usually I don't smoke my first cigarette of the day on camera. But this time I did, wearing yesterday's makeup and looking kind of tired. Wonder what a heavy-smoking girl sounds like first thing in the morning? In the cold weather? She sounds like someone who's been smoking a pack-a-day for many years. Anyway, after a rough couple of minutes, I get over the cough (mostly) and talk about how the Christmas season will make it hard for me to get my fill of nicotine, because no one else in the family smokes - I'm the black sheep (with black lungs, lol). Later in the morning, I smoke another cig... Show more