How I "Un-Quit" Smoking and Became a Fetish Model ... Guys ask me all the time: How did I get into the "fetish community." Finally, I answer: How I had quit, but we were living paycheck to paycheck. How I said I'd just smoke one for the video. How I got re-addicted. And how now it's not just an addiction, it's income - and I can never quit again.