The beta vision version - Another addition to the lonely loser series. NYE is supposed to be a time where you leave previous the year behind and start fresh. Maybe even kissing someone at the end of the countdown when the clock strikes midnight. But that isn’t you. Instead you are stroking to this clip while I walk you through with JOI and a story of a situation you wish you were doing instead. Going to a party and kissing a stranger. Wishful fucking thinking. You can use your imagination all you want but the reality is you’re alone and hate stroking to the thought.

The beta vision version - Another addition to the lonely loser series. NYE is supposed to be a time where you leave previous the year behind and start fresh. Maybe even kissing someone at the end of the countdown when the clock strikes midnight. But that isn’t you. Instead you are stroking to this clip while I walk you through with JOI and a story of a situation you wish you were doing instead. Going to a party and kissing a stranger. Wishful fucking thinking. You can use your imagination all you want but the reality is you’re alone and hate stroking to the thought.