Watch me cry from start to finish, my makeup running down my face. I don't say a word. I just sob and whimper until it gets hard to breathe. I blow my nose and cough as well. My mascara and eyeliner runs down my face in big black tears, all the way to my chin. I take my glasses off and lean into the camera, so you can see them close up. I make eye contact with the camera and you can see the sadness there.