This clip is of me having a meltdown on my bathroom floor about a guy. I've felt so lonely and i'm so heartbroken. I wish my heart would stop aching over him. I curl up and cry off what little makeup I had left over from last night. It rolls down my face in big tears. Then I cry big, clear tears as well. I sometimes come up close to the camera, so you can see them clearly, other times I huddle up in a ball in the corner. I'm so upset, I cough and have trouble breathing at times.