This clip is the start on intense panic attack I was having about my life lately, I recently had a surgery that was botched and made me very sick. I could have died. I also cry about not being able to work and my love life.

The tears start out clear and trickle down my face as I start venting about my life. After a while there are so many tears, that the makeup from my top lids runs down my face, neck and chest. My nose runs profusely and I have no tissues in sight. I keep wiping it, but it's no use. This is REAL intense crying/panic and I breath heavy and irregular.

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