This clip is the entirety of an intense panic attack I was having about my life lately, I recently had a surgery that was botched and made me very sick. I was very close to dying, which took a huge emotional toll. I also cry about not being able to work and my love life. I'm absolutely miserable at this point and don't know what to do. Life has always been hard, but it's gotten even worse.

The tears start out clear and trickle down my face as I start venting about my life. After a while there are so many tears, that the makeup from my top lids runs down my face, neck and chest. My nos... Show more