When I'm working away Sir asks me to make videos for him in the evening to make up for me not being able to serve him in person. Tonights challenge is that Master wants to see my reaction to wax play. He's very interested to see how I react when I have to do things to myself, rather than me being tied up and having him do it to me.
And OMG its so hard trying to do this to myself, and I can't stop laughing, which I find frustrating as hell, which I know will add to Sirs sadistic tastes even more.
I'll never understand why a certain level of pain makes me laugh until I'm crying but it...

When I'm working away Sir asks me to make videos for him in the evening to make up for me not being able to serve him in person. Tonights challenge is that Master wants to see my reaction to wax play. He's very interested to see how I react when I have to do things to myself, rather than me being tied up and having him do it to me.
And OMG its so hard trying to do this to myself, and I can't stop laughing, which I find frustrating as hell, which I know will add to Sirs sadistic tastes even more.
I'll never understand why a certain level of pain makes me laugh until I'm crying but it does.