Why do you keep coming back to such a destructive fetish? Why can't you quit and jerk off to something normal? It's because you need to feel powerless. There's no better way to be utterly powerless than to hand over your information to random, ruthless women online. It's the blackmail-fantasy power imbalance. Can you trust me? What could you do if I decided to expose-fantasy you? You're powerless. Just how you wanted it.