You don't deserve more. You can't quit. These needs and urges are never going away. You won't turn your life around. Resign yourself to your fate. A happy, healthy, and functional life is not in the cards for you. Stare at my shiny heels, leggings, and bra and shut that mind off. The less you think the better it feels to lose control. To succumb to those urges. To self destruct.

Alternate Formats:
Shiny Self Destruct - MP4