I understand you. I get why you're so intrigued by findom and have so much trouble staying away. There are common traits in you finsubs and I've pinpointed them. Your self-loathing need for ruin is my favourite to capitalize on. All I need to do is figure out what flips that switch in your head and the reckless spending begins. You want it to go all the way. Harmless findom is boring. Destruction is hot. My ability to empathize allows me to crack you, and use it against you. So I guess I'm not a sociopath, just evil. Now it's time to flip that switch.