With Bianca's assistance I've been able to let go and completely give in to my inner most desires. My outward appearance now reflects the greedy gluttonous sow that has always lay within me. As I lay in bed my body is weighed down by thick layer of lard that covers it. The exertion it takes to move my limbs is staggering. Yet all I can think about is filling the endlessly gnawing void within me. My mind reeling in a loop of food, fat, and sex.
My heart sank as I noticed that Bianca's hands were empty as she entered the room. I was starving. She waved her hand in front of her face...
With Bianca's assistance I've been able to let go and completely give in to my inner most desires. My outward appearance now reflects the greedy gluttonous sow that has always lay within me. As I lay in bed my body is weighed down by thick layer of lard that covers it. The exertion it takes to move my limbs is staggering. Yet all I can think about is filling the endlessly gnawing void within me. My mind reeling in a loop of food, fat, and sex.
My heart sank as I noticed that Bianca's hands were empty as she entered the room. I was starving. She waved her hand in front of her face she told me that I smelled. I didn't care. I just wanted to eat. What was the point of getting clean when I was just going to get dirty again? Ultimately what my goddess wants my goddess gets.
Through a combination of will, sheer strength, and momentum we were able to get me into a standing position. When she suggested that I get down on the floor for her to bathe me, I stared at her unamused. We'd never be able to get me back up! She rang out the sponge and started the lengthy process of bathing my big blubbery body. I felt the warm wetness of the sponge as it touched my body but I couldn't see over the wide shelf that my massive gut has become. Carefully she helped me spread my legs to access my inner thighs. When was the last time my thighs didn't touch? I couldn't remember. My feet and legs were already starting to ache from holding up so much weight. Breathing heavily I closed my eyes and hoped that the process would just be over.
She ran to fetch a towel and I wrapped it around the expanse that is my backside. It just fit around my oversized ass. I should be shocked and appalled by my own size but I'm not. Bianca enabled me but I did this to myself. I chose to eat with utter abandonment. As I reflected upon this I felt myself starting to get moist. Bianca helped me sit back down on the bed. Part of me was shocked that it didn't collapse under my weight. She smiled seductively and grabbed a handful of fat. As soon as she mentioned feeding me the rest of her words were unintelligible; my mind was stuck back in the loop of food, fat, and sex.
