This is a film I have decided to put out after much deliberation.

I had been asked for a custom clip by someone and had spoken to my Sir about it.

He advised me against it.

He said I wouldn’t cope and it wouldn’t be right to put myself through the torment of doing it.

I protested and said I would be fine.

He refused to do the clip that was requested, but told me that if I wanted to see what it would feel like to be humiliated in that way, he would do it for me to experience what it felt like.

I told him that I wanted it to be filmed so I... Show more