I know the pattern, you spend tons of money and time worshipping me and then your fragile male ego begins to brain wash you that you don't need me. Your ego tells you to quit, trys to convince you that you are in fact an Alpha man. So you disappear and try to make it on your own, but eventually you find yourself craving my attention. You know deep inside that you aren't an Alpha male, just a beta pretending to be something he is not, so you come crawling back....

Relapse-Fantasy, except it's not a fantasy, it's reality and it's inevitable.