It should be the happiest time of the year, but it seems it won't be for me. It seems I'll be alone for Christmas and it's heartbreaking. I'm hating those holidays and eventually burst into tears. I cry a lot and I'm really sad complaining about everything that made me feel like that.

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Video contains: CRY, SAD, CONFESSIONS, NOSE BLOWING