I was so upset that I really couldn't stop crying. Can you believe that it was hard for me to shoot when I'm crying before? It was not hard at all. I was crying and crying and couldn't stop it. I really just shot until all of my memory card was full and I had to stop it. Not that I really stopped crying. That is my biggest cry clip ever. I blow my nose with paper napkins and count them. It's napkin after napkin, there were about 9 soaking wet paper napkins at the end. I try to talk and tell you why I'm crying, but it's really hard to find the words when I'm so sad and upset. Not everything tha...

I was so upset that I really couldn't stop crying. Can you believe that it was hard for me to shoot when I'm crying before? It was not hard at all. I was crying and crying and couldn't stop it. I really just shot until all of my memory card was full and I had to stop it. Not that I really stopped crying. That is my biggest cry clip ever. I blow my nose with paper napkins and count them. It's napkin after napkin, there were about 9 soaking wet paper napkins at the end. I try to talk and tell you why I'm crying, but it's really hard to find the words when I'm so sad and upset. Not everything that I say makes much sense. But I just needed to let it out of me.

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Video contains: CRYING, NOSE BLOWING