I've decided to release a series of videos where I admit something that I've never really admitted before, to you! This is the final video in the series. Enjoy! For pretty much all of my adult life, I have been on the skinnier side and in shape. As I get older, I do find it more challenging to keep off the weight! During quarantine recently, I gained about 25 lbs drinking and eating unhealthily. And... well... I wasn't mad about it! I was a bit plushier and it was nice not counting calories for awhile. I've found that pretty much all of my work revolves around my "look". I've since lost the...

I've decided to release a series of videos where I admit something that I've never really admitted before, to you! This is the final video in the series. Enjoy! For pretty much all of my adult life, I have been on the skinnier side and in shape. As I get older, I do find it more challenging to keep off the weight! During quarantine recently, I gained about 25 lbs drinking and eating unhealthily. And... well... I wasn't mad about it! I was a bit plushier and it was nice not counting calories for awhile. I've found that pretty much all of my work revolves around my "look". I've since lost the weight, but deep down, I want to gain it all back and then some! I want a little belly and to be plush! I want to stop watching everything I eat and just gain some damn weight. I relish the idea of getting to do so and I share stories of what it would be like to let my fantasy come true! (This will be the last video I release in this series)