You are obsessed with sucking dick and being gay, but all you can do is eat your own cum and feel sorry for yourself for being a closeted wimp. You get no sympathy from Me for this whatsoever, and instead I exploit your sexuality for My gain....by turning you out to gay sex work. Give Me all your earnings and work hard servicing demanding men and their dicks in My honor. This is the only way to motivate you to do something meaningful with your life for what you desire. Be grateful for My wisdom and guidance you selfish slut, because I'm going to turn you into a functional GAY WHORE.