I hate it. I hate that I've completely let myself go. I'm a sloppy fat mess and I love shoveling horrible trash food into my mouth. I go over my usual trash stuffing, what I eat and how much. Those nasty looks the lady at the check out gives me for coming in 3 times a week and buying enough candy to give a person diabetes. I slurp down the star of trash food-ramen! I can't help but love what all the candy and fast food is doing to my growing body!