A small price to pay.
I am sick and smoking. For the third time in one year, I am experiencing this illness. My doctor recommended that I stopped smoking but I can't - and most importantly, I don't want to. I take another drag from my Marlboro, the smoke feels like sandpaper on my already raw throat. But when it reaches my lungs I feel better, comforted, happy. Nothing compares to the pleasure of smoking. And if something feels this good, no matter how sick I am, I am going to keep at it x