Now that it's been almost three years since I started smoking, I have been having some pretty dark and twisted thoughts about my addiction, which I happily share with you in this video: about my cravings and my persistent need for nicotine, my feelings on quitting, health issues and wondering how my poor little black lungs and heart must look like (and how much this idea turns me on). Includes: snap inhales, nose exhales, long lung holds, cheek hollowing drags, french inhales, long ash, etc x