How I treat my body. I've always had a thing for pain and self-destruction and, as luck would have it, a knack for it too. I like it. Picture my lungs--how do they look like? Now picture my heart, all black and struggling to pump life into my veins. I smoke, binge drink, don't work out. I wonder how long I have left x

How I treat my body. I've always had a thing for pain and self-destruction and, as luck would have it, a knack for it too. I like it. Picture my lungs--how do they look like? Now picture my heart, all black and struggling to pump life into my veins. I smoke, binge drink, don't work out. I wonder how long I have left x