"Let me ask you something: can a person overdose on nicotine? I feel like I am on my way to the grave I have been smoking so much, non-stop. I know a disaster is just waiting to happen, a heart attack or lung cancer - the way I have been indulging, power smoking and chain smoking... But damage is the highest reward; black lungs and a weak heart should be what a real, hardcore smoker strives for. Don't fool yourself. There's no going back from that first cigarette, that first dangle; us smokers, we know there is no quitting, we are too attached and we could not possibly survive without that ... Show more