I am addicted. I can't stop smoking even though I have tried... Ever since I started I haven't been able to stop. So everyday, before work, I like to sit down in my balcony and smoke at least one cigarette (or more, if I am not in a hurry!). I dangle my unlit cig Marlboro Gold in between my glossy lips, just before lighting it up. I take long, deep inhales, savouring the smoke and how it fills my lungs; then I exhale, the most pleasurable feeling running through my body. A voyeur style clip xx