Babe, thank you so much for the wonderful 30th birthday... I'm sorry that I seemed sad all day. It's just... well, I am so tired of this infertility! We've been trying to have a baby for 5 years now and month after month is another let down. I guess it is just never going to happen for us... I will never be a step-mother. I suppose it is time to get over it and accept it.

Oh babe! Is that for me? What a cute birthday cake and you even put a candle on it! Well I guess I should make a wish and blow out my candle right? Ok... I wish that I will become pregnant. I wish to be a step-mom... Show more