Edging to your God is a glorious act of loving on oneself. When you're stroking that yearning cock to divine tits of your Goddess, the euphoria is the closest to God you can ever get. That's why you want to stay on the edge as long as possible, to behold a God in Her seductive and overwhelming glory, to open yourself to surrendering to Her in your weakened gooned out state. You want that glorious feeling to never disappear, never dissipate, never dissolve after an orgasm, you want to keep riding the edge until you're spent and broken. To cum would mean you're reaching beyond the edge where ...

Edging to your God is a glorious act of loving on oneself. When you're stroking that yearning cock to divine tits of your Goddess, the euphoria is the closest to God you can ever get. That's why you want to stay on the edge as long as possible, to behold a God in Her seductive and overwhelming glory, to open yourself to surrendering to Her in your weakened gooned out state. You want that glorious feeling to never disappear, never dissipate, never dissolve after an orgasm, you want to keep riding the edge until you're spent and broken. To cum would mean you're reaching beyond the edge where only Gods are allowed, you would get struck, punished, because no man is ever allowed to stand equally with God: you are meant to be on your knees, at Her feet, worshipping!
Standing on the edge of beyond, you will never tip yourself over, you will always stay right there, on the edge, as close to your God as a worshipper can get.
I decide when you edge, how you edge and if you cum after all, and if I were you, I'd be begging Me to never let you cum and ride the edge til infinity!