I decided to give one in a lifetime chance to one of my Fans and since I like him too I decided to meet him. He told me plenty of times that he is nervous to meet me, but you have no idea how nervous I am. You know I am shy and I have no idea what to wear. I want to try and be normal, but also sexy, I don't know what to wear or what to do or how to act. I am on the verge of a panic atac here. I don't want o overdue to not scare him, I don't want to go too regular, cause you know, I don't want to look like a bored housewife. I don't know if I will even kiss him. We will go to a restaurant. I...

I decided to give one in a lifetime chance to one of my Fans and since I like him too I decided to meet him. He told me plenty of times that he is nervous to meet me, but you have no idea how nervous I am. You know I am shy and I have no idea what to wear. I want to try and be normal, but also sexy, I don't know what to wear or what to do or how to act. I am on the verge of a panic atac here. I don't want o overdue to not scare him, I don't want to go too regular, cause you know, I don't want to look like a bored housewife. I don't know if I will even kiss him. We will go to a restaurant. I go trough a few outfits and try and decide which is better. It's so hard to make up my mind. I really hope this date will go well. I am both excited and freaking out. Oh my, God! Chill! It's not like I am marrying the guy!