Its a little embarrassing that I know so much about what you want, isn’t it? You probably have to spend a lot of time and a lot of effort hiding yourself from the rest of the world. Most people would think its pretty weird for someone to want the sort of things you do.

And perhaps you tried to deny yourself, stuffing these wants and needs deep, deep down, burying them in your subconscious or hiding them away like a dirty little secret. Better to avoid the humiliation. I understand.

But you can only deny yourself for just so long before these urges become too much to bear. ... Show more