You used to get a thrill out of the idea of being fucked over by a beautiful woman. Placing your personal information in my hands is so risky, so you've always played it safe and kept it within the boundaries of fantasy. Over time this has lost its allure. The fantasy simply isn't enough anymore. You need to make it real in order to get the thrill back. Your dick gets rock hard the minute you make it real, bringing the excitement back into your life once again.