Your SO just left you and you don't even feel sad about it. Instead you immediately felt relief and went to jerk off to my clips. Now you're finally free to worship and serve me completely with no one else getting in the way. Perhaps you wanted to get caught and created this situation without realizing it consciously. That's why the first thing you did was come crawling over to me. You know you belong beneath me and do not need any other attachments since you're already on my leash.