Is your wife nearby? It can be difficult to get alone time away from her, this might be as good as it gets. You're willing to take your chances. It's worth it to get to feel the ecstasy of stroking at your cock for me. I like the fact that you're stroking while she's close, perhaps you'll get caught. This may create a wedge between you two but that will only push you closer to me. You would rather be closer to me than her. You can't deny that fact when you're gazing at me and drinking up my words, moaning and gasping louder and louder the closer you get to orgasm.