You've been sucked into the rush of spending large amounts on me and pleasing me financially. It's always worth it to serve me and be trained by me, only you can't keep spending the same amount and get the same rush. You've pushed the amounts larger, getting your dick harder, and now you're spending significantly more than when you first started serving me. You love that I've pushed you in this way, stripped you of your dignity, and turned you into a useful slave. Keep spending more and opening that wallet wider just to please me.