All you can think about is submitting to a dominant woman, you are completely obsessed with it. You equate everything to D/S, even mundane daily occurrences. You can't help yourself. Everything you do is built around your obsession so all you can do is think about it constantly. You're meant to be a slave, having this obsession and weakness used against you and to my advantage. It will be used as a tool to train you and keep you focused on knowing where your place is, serving beneath your owner.