If you're focusing on little things that you want for yourself, then you don't know what you want. You will remember what it means to submit, and put your need to serve me above everything else. You'll put it above your temporary feelings, your momentary desires, and small material pleasures that cannot bring you the purpose and excitement that serving me does. You want a Goddess in your life to serve above all of these things. From now on you will focus on making this a reality, sacrificing your ego along with small pleasures to gain the greatest opportunity you've ever had; being my slave.