It can be difficult having this internal contradiction. On the one hand you want a domme that cares about you and takes interest in you.. But on the other you want a cruel ruthless bitch that does whatever she wants with you. The former stirs up feelings of devotion and belonging, the latter makes you feel like the submissive bitch that you are. A toy to be used however she sees fit.

I'll present to you the psychology of this underlying contradiction and possible solutions in the form of either changing your approach, viewing it in a new way, or acceptance with the realization that...

It can be difficult having this internal contradiction. On the one hand you want a domme that cares about you and takes interest in you.. But on the other you want a cruel ruthless bitch that does whatever she wants with you. The former stirs up feelings of devotion and belonging, the latter makes you feel like the submissive bitch that you are. A toy to be used however she sees fit.

I'll present to you the psychology of this underlying contradiction and possible solutions in the form of either changing your approach, viewing it in a new way, or acceptance with the realization that your interactions will always have their limitations. It's up to you what you do with this information.