You need to be saved, to save yourself from the urges, the deep seeded perversions in your soul. Unfortunately, all you find in your search for redemption and repentance for all your perversion is more sin, revoke your love of god, your loyalty to him, this demoness will seduce your soul out of you, making you idulge in the most tainted jerk off session yet, you'll be serving and worshipping Satan from now on, in fact you'll swallow for Lord Satan.